Drowning

I am drowning
drowning in my sorrows
in the pain I only feel
because it is only mine
I am drowning
in a glass, bottle or can
inebriated
in the smoke that reaches
my brain
through my mouth
slowly filling my lungs
exploding into my thoughts
I am drowning in this rain
from the cloud in my life
it is dark and lonely here
in this place I find myself now
The torrents flow and flow
it is an oceanic expand
where there seems to be no end
it is so immense, that I loose myself
in it
I am drowning in pain
with pain and amongst pain
in a bottle, a glass or can
I drown my sorrows
because that is all I can do
to stop the pain I feel
that I only feel
because it is my pain
The torrents flow and flow
it is an oceanic expand
where there seems to be no end
it is so immense, that I loose myself
in it
I am drowning
and I am the only one
that can stop myself
from going under the current
of my pain