Under Siege

Under siege
I find myself
fighting a battle already won
questioning this war upon myself
that has ripped my heart apart
Under siege
nowhere to hide, nowhere to go
only an immense field of questions
but mainly waiting to know why
Under siege
lost at sea, I navigate seeing no earth in sight
but kind souls I have found
to protect me from harm
I found soldier angels that will protect me
angels who will battle along side me
to win the injustice at front
angels to encourage me on
I had given up, but an angel enlighted me
she filled me with the strength I needed
she filled me with the courage to fight
and win the battle upon my soul
Under siege
An angel platoon has come to my rescue
to protect me from harm and to defend me
to encourage me, to praise, to make me succeed
Under siege
I find myself
fighting a battle already won
questioning this war upon myself
that has ripped my heart apart
Under siege
tears run down my cheeks to the floor
long sighs, sadness invades my soul
anger takes over, but i most remain calm
Under siege
even if all the odds are against me
i have an army of angels and kind souls
an army of force not to be reckon with
you do not want to lose
Under siege
I find myself
fighting a battle already won
tears fall down my face to my pillow
and slowly i fall asleep
but wake in the night in fear
in fear of what? I do not know
all I know is I will win
I cry under the rain to disguise my tears
in cry under the rain to drown my laments
to wash my sadness away
I cry because there is nothing left to do but, wait
I fall asleep slowly, listening to the rain
the rain drops crashing down
drops bursting on the window pane
explosions of dew that wash my sorrows and my soul
Under siege I slowly fall asleep with tears in my eyes
tomorrow will be another day
maybe the war will end then