Waited

I waited forever
but moved on while you were gone
days, months, years, minutes, hours,
seconds went by while you were awake
but you never noticed the time passing by
until it was too late;
many questions I have and reservations too
but who would blame me, I hope not you
I am hesitant to jump
into the depths of this ocean
that has appeared before me
and that I have not swam in a very long time
I am tasting the waters and enjoying the scenery
without jumping completely,
I just need answers to my questions
for all of it to be put at rest
so that we continue our lives
the way it was supposed to be
You loved me, loved me not
loved me, loved me not
you love me today but what about tomorrow?
I want you in my life with all the might in my heart
but, I am hesitant to jump
into the depths of this ocean
that has appeared before me
and that I have not swam
in a very long time
I am tasting the waters and enjoying the scenery
without jumping completely
give me time and the answers I need
so that we can drink from the same cup
today and all the days waiting ahead
here and now
give me all the love you have
and that you have not given me
all this time,
I've been waiting forever
let me wait no more
give me all the love
that you have inside
I want to love you
every minute, every hour
every second of the day
and forever if I may